hello, there baby Isaiah. I miss you so much and I can't wait until I get to see that beautiful smile again, one day! I went to the river dock the other day, where we used to sit and throw rocks into the lake. I thought of you and how it used to feel when you were here with me. That feeling came back so easy, and it felt so good. I could still feel you there beside me and it made me miss you even more. I can still see you there beside me, smiling and throwing rocks in the water as you say, momma and point for me to look. Sometimes, it is like you are not even gone. All I have to do is look and I can still see you there with me. I can still feel your skin beneath my hands, as I hold you in my arms. I miss you terribly and I would give anything to have you back here with me again. I want you to know that I truly love you with all my heart and you still mean the world to me. I could never forget you, as you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and have changed my life for the better. Thank you for being such a wonderful son. I love you so much. Love, Momma!!

Isaiah, Happy New Years! Another year has gone by without you here with me. It just doesn't seem right. It seems like only yesterday that you were here smiling, laughing, and running around the house. I can still feel holding you in my arms and the touch of your cheek against mine as I tell you how much I love you. I just want you to know that I love with all my heart and I miss you terribly. I'd give anything to have you here with me again. Momma Always loves Baby Isaiah!!

Isaiah, Merry Christmas. I love you and miss you so much. I would give anything to have you here with me, again. It's just not christmas without you here. I think about you all the time and wish you were here so that I could shower you with gifts and lots of love. I can just imagine what you would be doing if you were here now. I miss you more than anyone will ever know and I can't wait until I can hold you in my arms again. I love you with all my heart and you will always be my # 1 baby no matter what. Momma Always loves Baby Isaiah!! Love, Mommy!!

Isaiah, I love you so much and I miss you dearly. You mean so much to me and I want to thank you for everything that you have done for me. You have made me a better person and taught me so much in life. You were my best friend and I am so truly sorry for what happened. I would give anything to go back and change what happened. I miss you so much, everyday. I can't help to think about how things would be different if you were still here with me. I would give anything to have you back. Especially, through the holidays. I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart!! Momma Always loves you!!